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Friday, March 7, 2008

Parting is Such Sweet Sorrow @ 7:31 PM
With a cup of cold milk in one hand and the computer mouse in the other, I sit here in front of my monitor, trying to face the one thing on my mind tonight: everything's going to change. I keep wondering... What's the point of reshuffling? Well yes, we do get to meet new people but then, it's quite difficult to keep the old ones.

Why am I so reluctant to change? Why is it so hard for me to face that fact? I don't really know. It's probably because II-4 has made such a big, deep mark in my heart. (Yes, I sound sappy already..) I believe my class is great, with people of different shapes and sizes but each one beautiful in her own way. I believe we're all talented which is why II-4 is perfect. Perfect, not in the sense of flawlessness, but perfect meaning just right. Some are great in singing, some in dancing, some in acting, some in sports... but you know what? No blog would have enough space to enumerate all our talents (hahaha)! I've been through so much these past 2 years and I was able to survive because you (II-4) people believed in me. When I was down, you cheered me on. I was never confident of my self but you were there to support me. Someone was always there to pat my back when I cried. Someone was there to congratulate me for anything I accomplished. Someone was there to greet me on my birthday. Someone was there to make me smile, jump for joy when I was terribly pissed off. I had friends who truly cared. And for that, thank you so much! You've made my existence worthwhile.

This letter/post might not mean much and I might be a lunatic but I assure you that I mean everything I am typing. I'd like to apologize to all of you for being a bossy, arrogant, insulting, self-centered, insensitive, selfish, moody, pessimistic, impatient and useless classmate. I just hope that you won't remember me as the geekiest geek of all the geeks in the geeky universe. I hope you'll remember me as the girl (who says shemay, heaven's sake, darn it) and who's accomplished something because you believed in her.

Now that I think of it, isn't reshuffling the reason why we met one another? Well moving on, thank you guys for everything. I love you all dudes, seriously.

-B-

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